As I sit here listening to Come Over by the extremely talented Estelle(remix feat. Sean Paul), I am SO THANKFUL for “her”, our trips, our love, and more importantly her overstanding. We experience so many things throughout the course of our existence and it is our reactions/responses/perceptions of these things/events/episodes, etc. that have the most power in the balance of human interaction. TRUTH IS: I did/ still do/ and most likely probably will LUV her for the foreseeable future. What we had/have is on a singular level, that not too many individuals can say they have. Pardon the vagueness, it helps ME get through MY day to day existence. I lament (constantly) of heartbreak and miscommunication and thoughts of negative karma (self imposed, I’ll admit that) that may or may not cross my path. I’ve come to the conclusion (with the help of really beautiful sistas #”she’s mos def in this category/ INSIDE and OUT” #) that I AM a selfish individual. I don’t purposely try to be this way… I jus… sigh… I value MY comfort @ ALL times. <<<< this, in many cases, leads to my downfall in different aspects of my life.
BOTTOM LINE: She accepted this….
^^^^ NOT A MINOR TASK @ ALL!!!!!
And because of this, SHE will ALWAYS have a special place in my heart, my mental, my psyche… I still LUV her and I don’t see that changing anytime soon…. REGARDLESS of wateva station she may be @ or wateva staion I’m @.
Just so yall get me>>> Shorty could be married with 2 children, 15 years from now and I could be “involved” with anotha… YET, to me, She’s in a category that I haven’t let too many sistas in. YEAH, I still LUV her..
JAH Bless
